Finding "me".

I still can't believe that I have an 8 month old son. It's a different "me" from the day I gave birth.I have to rediscover the new "me" , a mother , new priorities, new dreams, new hope, new responsibility. No more the " just do the way I want it, I want to be this sky high" . No more shopping, pretty clothes, pretty me, fashion, travel,career, money.....it's all about breastfeeding day and night, changing baby diaper, make sure he poo poo everyday, make him happy, make sure he's got all the nutrition that he needs, being frugal .Don't get me wrong, I love my baby.... it's just that being a mother is sometimes not an easy task, I have lost myself through these time.